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neha sarwal

Lieu
There is magic in the air that permeates through the very soul of my existence. There is a stillness in the night that floods mysenses beyond my imagination. There is a madness inside of me that overflows in everything that I create. There is a past behind me that is overcrowded with memories that drain me out.
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*InS@nE IntRoSpeCtioNs..*

"It's my Insanity that Keeps Me Sane"
16 novembre

...Fits & Starts.....

 
Engulfed!
Rankling doubt- gray seas, churning
9pm sun- novelty and charm
Fogged heart- still in wintry solitude

Deceived!
Trusted promise- fading ripple, so sly
Glass cage- cruel big city
Favorite fantasies- just wispy cotton candy

PS: No will to string the words together. So make your own story.
 
 
9 novembre

A soul lost in a bag of lies..

 

 

What does one get out of lies?     

 

What can be more alarming than deceipt?

 

Everyone has a self image, and true, everyone reserves the right to protect this self image. The problem comes in when your self image begins to control your perception of reality. It is a problem if this self image, becomes more important than the self.

 

The problem with a Lie is two things: -

 

1. It is taking away our trust in the world as we know it.

 

2. There is no more real 'bonding' between people.

 

I've always always wondered how people come to have the perceptions they have about themselves... and why is it that some people get to be more honest about themselves than others. Why is it that some people totally lack the quality of introspection?

 

Anyways, lies and false pretences disgust me. Its a strong word, but well, this is my blog, ain't it. To me it signifies a weakness of character, a person, who doesn't have the strength to face up to his/her own daemons... a person who is deceiving no one else, but himself/herself.

 

I've always felt that our souls see other souls for what they are, that they are able to see beyond the carefully constructed image we maintain.

 

I think we need to let our souls free of ourselves. After all, how long can your soul survive on a pack of lies...

8 novembre

Moment

 
For a moment
A whore
Feels romance

For a moment
The music
Is silent

For a moment
The night
Creates shadows

For a moment
It all
Makes sense

Then
That moment
Is over

Word Spill..

Its been really long since I posted here,
wasn't having a writers block words spilled as always
on page after page of my word doc. just didnt feel like
sharing them.
 
When life is like a roller-coaster climbing its peak,
one holds his breath anticipating the free- fall.
:) and then screams through it, I think I'm done with the
worst of the fall...
 
but words will now spill here.....Im screaming u see.
20 février

* Youth *

 

Youth burns impatiently.
A fragile light seeks power,
and a dying memory finds
Truth,
awakening delicate
helplessness.

Blanket Fortresses /*\

They are very simple to build. All you need is an extra blanket, and a couple of clothespins.
The reason you build your fortress will tell you things about yourself.
Some people build them to keep the pain out.
To keep the pain in.
To keep people out.
To keep people in.
To keep their thoughts out.
To keep their thoughts in.
To keep the storm out. To keep the storm in.

 

Or sometimes they just want to see the whole world tinted a different color. Unless it’s a thick white blanket that you can’t see out of at all.

 

Mine is blue and almost see-through, and it’s where I imagine things the most. Things seem so much more possible inside here

 

4 décembre

..Mime..

 
I long to rest
the enchantment
that you have unknowingly
planted inside me

(a longing I dare not face)

I cannot help
but succumb to your rain
for it's hard to resist
when an innocent gaze
is all that it takes
to lure me in

and even though
you choose not to speak,
I need not ask
to satisfy my craving
for your story.

the windows
of your soul
betray you-
I see
your dark fairy tales,
(most of them, sad
all of them, beautiful) -

they roam,
flowing in
bittersweet grace -
enjoying resonance
inside the intensity
of your silent eyes
 
 
29 novembre

Surprise Me..

 
And I will leap back and surprise you,
Will pull you down and kiss you
And before you open your eyes,
I will melt away and leave you.

Or maybe not, but nonetheless, I will surprise you...

So take a chance, surprise me..


Its the kind of day to dive into the bed with a good book
 
 
17 novembre

Machinery of the Stars...

 

What do you see,
when you look onto the stars,
In the darkest hour of night?

Perhaps there is another you, looking up in the sky, across the universe
?

 

 

Machinery_of_the_Stars_2_by_Neha

1 septembre

.*.Seeing Stars.*.

 

Where we are similar, we are nearly identical
We can tell what the other is going to say, beforehand
and yet, monotony seems light-years away
Because where we are different,
We are poles apart

Love was once like a gigantic wave of mercury sweeping over me
And painting me silver so all I was, was a reflection
Now it brushes by me, so breezily, unnoticed almost,
Like tiny star-studded light-pricks
And leaves behind a near invisible film of silver dust.

I can’t grasp it
I can’t even define it
Or see it well enough to point it out
I just know it exists somewhere,

because I see these occasional glimmers
A flash, and they’re gone.

Maybe it never was love
But we were and still could be lovers
Starry-eyed and star-crossed ones, at that.

 

  

 
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